WHADIFIND
Gold Member
So......ya see? You said "I can't handle it!" Over and over and over.....now? You proved the opposite is true. You handled it and now you're here, past it.I'll be fine in time, thank you for caring. I have lots of ups and downs. Of course this one brought up by my own stupidity. But lesson learned the hard way
Will it be back for another try? Probably, hence the difference between an anxiety attack and an anxiety "disorder". The latter says you're dealing with a chemical imbalance in your brain. Putting any other chemicals up there will *not* fix *anything*!
I grew up with a mother who, when on her meds, was the sweetest person you'd ever want to meet. But, interfere with the meds that *were* helping her. Or even deciding not to take them anymore?
She became the devil incarnate! Literally! I had to defend myself from the time I was 10! I can't speak to anything before that time, because I can *NOT* remember a thing before that and that symptom showed up when I was about 18! Don't consciously know what happened back there and at this point? I do not want to know!
I say that to let you know I *do* have some practical experience in this.
Let me just say this.
You *know* you have a disorder of the brain. So, making the choice to put anything foreign up there? Well...that's it, your choice!
Ok...you chose and now you have consequences *AS COULD BE EXPECTED*!
That's fine! I'll never tell somebody they need to choose better. But, if you decide to do it again? And get the consequences, again!?
Call a professional instead of getting on the internet to tell your friends. And causing them grief for something you continue to *CHOOSE*!