To answer " Donethat "
Yes, I have been inundated with emails from people seeking all of the above mentioned .
I have pointed out the events that have hammered our lives , and people pass right over that , and push me for information , documentary deals , ,,, never mind , the point I'll make is they lack of respect they have for people
who have these heinous events slammed on them , so they can gain what they seek for themselves .
I was Tortured using a Defibrillator device attached to my Temples , and have made that clear to the people who want
information out of me , and they ignore what i went through and push .
Illustrative how people THINK ,
and since they THINK on that level , I understand exactly how self serving and shallow they are .
Given a very distinct reason to be cynical and bitter toward people who THINK as they do , They are very lucky that I do not bait them into a situation that the result leaves them broke and feeling a fool .
If I my thought processes were as theirs ,, you can imagine what agenda i could endeavor upon them .