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Just letting you guys know I probably won't be on much because I can't focus on anything. My stress levels are beyond what I'm able to handle. I'm a huge mess right now. I also made the critical mistake of looking up things that could be wrong with me online something I'm not supposed to do even told so by a therapist. I'm extremely depressed because regardless of whatever is wrong I know my teeth are in bad shape and I already have so many issues that as weak as I am it makes me really upset. I'm working on seeing a dentist. Depression and being terrified are hitting me so hard I just am shutting down, broke down in tears a few times. Though just letting you guys know why I may seem absent.
 

Just letting you guys know I probably won't be on much because I can't focus on anything. My stress levels are beyond what I'm able to handle. I'm a huge mess right now. I also made the critical mistake of looking up things that could be wrong with me online something I'm not supposed to do even told so by a therapist. I'm extremely depressed because regardless of whatever is wrong I know my teeth are in bad shape and I already have so many issues that as weak as I am it makes me really upset. I'm working on seeing a dentist. Depression and being terrified are hitting me so hard I just am shutting down, broke down in tears a few times. Though just letting you guys know why I may seem absent.
Lots I want to write , I won't.
Some I will though.

Hang on.

There was (is?) a culture that when being sincere/real in matter such as an oath , touched the earth.
As the earth is truly honest and real.

I find it accepting me as me.
It's the same without me , but does not judge or concern itself with how I am . Or feel.

Weird maybe. Beats the rat race and the synthetic accoutrements and human chaos of it sometimes though.
To simply just "be" .
 

Electric socks & Hip boots...unless your going to the Prom :tongue3::laughing7:
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I am not walking around in hip waders... those are great for beach cold but not for just everyday walking through a grocery store etc.
Great for flood... and other times.... but not an everyday work
You could be Tampa's newest sensation "ARC the Hipster" :laughing7:
 

Just letting you guys know I probably won't be on much because I can't focus on anything. My stress levels are beyond what I'm able to handle. I'm a huge mess right now. I also made the critical mistake of looking up things that could be wrong with me online something I'm not supposed to do even told so by a therapist. I'm extremely depressed because regardless of whatever is wrong I know my teeth are in bad shape and I already have so many issues that as weak as I am it makes me really upset. I'm working on seeing a dentist. Depression and being terrified are hitting me so hard I just am shutting down, broke down in tears a few times. Though just letting you guys know why I may seem absent.
Hang tuff...keep your head high. Things will work out !! Wishing you the best my friend.
 

You could be Tampa's newest sensation "ARC the Hipster" :laughing7:
Done it.... no joke.

In my teens my best friends dad was a professional mullet fisherman pre gill net ban... anyway... his dads group would all have vans around a camp all night on the Gandy Causeway.... bonfires and good times... each taking a turn at "lookout" with binoculars ... Then all of a sudden the call out... and all hands in the beached boats and off... in a matter of minutes they would be on them and laying tons of nets....

In the morning its was to the fish market for the 100 dollar bills.

So... many times i would spend days out there with him and his father... and waders were a must if you did not want to be cold and soaked....
Next mornings would still be wearing em as we hit the fish market IN Tampa.

:P
 

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