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Bad doggie!
If I was a dog
The party is on
I got to get my groove on
'cause my mind done gone
Can't you see the rays coming from my eyes
Walking through the place like digi-man
Breaking it down
Me and my white tail
Short coat
Can't see color
Any color will do
I'll stick on you
That's why they call me pit bull
'cause I'm the man of the land when they see me
They say oooooh
 

Good afternoon to all.

Back to the paper pile, with a pen....a match would be better!

Sent from my VS810PP using Tapatalk
 

Am I annoying ? If so... don't hit the like button and after one week.. I'll be gone forever!
I don't want to be here in this role

Please.. I need to be free from responsibility for human kind.

..

Why do you feel responsible for human kind?
 

Why do you feel responsible for human kind?

I really don't know or understand it Chris.
For as long as my incredible memory goes back...age three.
I'd always felt that I need to protect others.
A very deep rooted need.
Be it from themselves or others.
I feel like I am bearing the entire populations weight on my shoulders.
I wear my heart on my sleeve and it gets stabbed often!

No matter where I am, as long as I am sitting amongst other people, I can literally feel their pain and sadness.
I hated it when I was younger because I didn't want to know how others are sad and depressed and needing an ear!

Now I understand it as a gift.
I feel ALL of the hatred on this forsaken planet!
I've such an immense sadness within me..
I feel the pain that Jesus feels when his children deny him!

I don't know why God gave me this responsibility when he knew that I would be subjected to what I was without answers.

I can plainly see my own trials and tribulations!

I just want to help others.
 

Off topic but related to the above comment.

When people tell me that in my absence that a digital person who I consider a Brother has HAD to go incognito...BC sprung into action and got the wheels turning!
I'm not gloating, but I've many powerful friends and professional relationships with people who protect others!
If there is a threat, I must find it!

BC
 

how you doing HB

Pretty good more or less. Kinda dealing with nerve pain lately but got it under control.
How you been?
You ever hear of Lothario Texas? That is where my dad was born.
How intact is your grandmother's home where you found the Southern Cross?
 

I really don't know or understand it Chris.
For as long as my incredible memory goes back...age three.
I'd always felt that I need to protect others.
A very deep rooted need.
Be it from themselves or others.
I feel like I am bearing the entire populations weight on my shoulders.
I wear my heart on my sleeve and it gets stabbed often!

No matter where I am, as long as I am sitting amongst other people, I can literally feel their pain and sadness.
I hated it when I was younger because I didn't want to know how others are sad and depressed and needing an ear!

Now I understand it as a gift.
I feel ALL of the hatred on this forsaken planet!
I've such an immense sadness within me..
I feel the pain that Jesus feels when his children deny him!

I don't know why God gave me this responsibility when he knew that I would be subjected to what I was without answers.

I can plainly see my own trials and tribulations!

I just want to help others.

No offense, but Physician, heal thyself?
Just messing with you :)
God did not give you responsibilty for all around you. And some people do not want your help or advice no matter how much you want to help.
I suppose, as long as you and your family got things in control, it is good for you to offer help.
Even Jesus knew when to let people go their own way.
Probably more pain and suffering going on than even you can imagine.
Every second of every day all over this world. Not sure how you can fix it. I daresay you could literally devote every moment of your existence from birth to your death at, say the age of one thousand, and your efforts would not amount to a water molecule in the world's oceans. That is just the way it is. It is a wonder humans still keep going.
Just responding because.
Are you in search of happiness? Gave up? Just curious.
 

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Good afternoon to all.

Back to the paper pile, with a pen....a match would be better!

Sent from my VS810PP using Tapatalk

Remember the promise of the "paper-less office?"
One lady in the med proffession told me that she now had to do the paperwork and the computer work :D
 

Good job, Tom! You lured the Hillbilly out!

Well, that is true. I been lurking. Thing is, I guess I have to give up on my home state of Colorado. Trying to undermine the Constitution and all.
Anyway, I know an old guy with a dock on Table Rock lake. He catches walleye off the dock and he likes to have my brothers and me fish there.
Any tips on lures\baits to use for walleye on a dock?
 

No offense, but Physician, heal thyself?
Just messing with you :)
God did not give you responsibilty for all around you. And some people do not want your help or advice no matter how much you want to help.
I suppose, as long as you and your family got things in control, it is good for you to offer help.
Even Jesus knew when to let people go their own way.
Probably more pain and suffering going on than even you can imagine.
Every second of every day all over this world. Not sure how you can fix it. I daresay you could literally devote every moment of your existence from birth to your death at, say the age of one thousand, and your efforts would not amount to a water molecule in the world's oceans. That is just the way it is. It is a wonder humans still keep going.
Just responding because.
Are you in search of happiness? Gave up? Just curious.

Well,...this won't be easy, but as it is help that I seek, I'll do what marky said and just be honest.
Most of what I type is just fluff, hoping that anyone will respond.
Why ?
Because I have been sad to the point of crying myself to sleep since I was very young.
I'm completely shattered and broken inside and feel utterly and completely hopeless that I can find my way through this.
I used to want to be able to function for myself. Now my wife is pulling more than she should.
It has left me incapacitated mentally.
I gave up when I left here four years ago.
For whatever reason I stayed physically in this torment for four years.
I didn't even lurk!
Just stopped by at Christmas and New year's to say hello to that digital brother.
Leaving here because I couldn't tolerate bullies! that came along with the help.
Almost ended myself over it.
I can't help that I can't learn certain things to save my own life!

Yeah..I gave up..but because of that eidetic memory that I am cursed/blessed with... I remembered the kindness of relatively random strangers here and I told myself...it is better than the alternative!

I'm not actually looking for anyone.
This engagement of my mind is a critically important therapy for me.
I've no other option than seek out the one person who truly understands me!
He has many furry critter friends who all but worship his knowledge base!

I miss him dearly.

Happiness is an elusive unicorn!
I'd gouge out my own eyes if I believed for even a second that it would bring me happiness.
I'm not delusional.


Mike
 

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