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[releventchair]

Good morning all and wishing everyone a great day

Mornin Evan!

 

[Evan in CA]

Great morning all I wish everyone an amazing and wonderful day. Starting mine off like crap because I let my anxiety get to me so now I've got a nice headache going on and a feeling of dread such a wonderful way to start one's day. Open the trash can and promptly throws my brain in aw the we go much better.

Good morning to you John, Seems to be a lot of headaches this mornin on RCT it can only get better

 

[Evan in CA]

Mornin Evan!

Mornin RC

 

[JVA5th]

Good morning to you John, Seems to be a lot of headaches this mornin on RCT it can only get better

It appears to be just one of those days lol. Good morning to you as well hope you have a good day.

 

[Evan in CA]

It appears to be just one of those days lol. Good morning to you as well hope you have a good day.

Thanks I will Like RC says GOT TOO

 

[JVA5th]

Thanks I will Like RC says GOT TOO

Got to indeed but these day the got to is hard for me to want to get to. I get so worked up I'm literally afraid to get out of bed. Darned dysfunctional brain of mine but life must go on so I'll eventually drag myself out lol

 

[releventchair]

Great morning all I wish everyone an amazing and wonderful day. Starting mine off like crap because I let my anxiety get to me so now I've got a nice headache going on and a feeling of dread such a wonderful way to start one's day. Open the trash can and promptly throws my brain in aw the we go much better.

Mornin.
JVA is in da house!

Onward JVA!
Talking to your brain that's walked out on ya huh? L.o.l..
I see Whadi posted Willie next.
I'll follow suit and my post might make more sense...

 

[JVA5th]

Mornin.
JVA is in da house!

Onward JVA!
Talking to your brain that's walked out on ya huh? L.o.l..
I see Whadi posted Willie next.
I'll follow suit and my post might make more sense...

Eh just one of those night I had sleep issues I let it get to me got anxious then makes it worse then I'm freaked out a vicious fwaked up cycle. I'll be alright my own fault

 

[releventchair]

Eh just one of those night I had sleep issues I let it get to me got anxious then makes it worse then I'm freaked out a vicious fwaked up cycle. I'll be alright my own fault

When no spasms , I can get to sleep easy enough.
Change gears/hats after checking the perimeter and prepping coffee for morning after dogs are in and out and secured. Read a bit. Lights out and be asleep shortly after.
Dogs holler "wake up"in the morning regardless of when I crash. A strong incentive to fall out before 2 A.M. . Shut up brain!

 

[JVA5th]

When no spasms , I can get to sleep easy enough.
Change gears/hats after checking the perimeter and prepping coffee for morning after dogs are in and out and secured. Read a bit. Lights out and be asleep shortly after.
Dogs holler "wake up"in the morning regardless of when I crash. A strong incentive to fall out before 2 A.M. . Shut up brain!

I just don't know whats wrong with me. I know people get frustrated with me on here and how afraid I get but it helps me to feel better talking about it and I don't really have many to talk to. I trust everyone here. I think it helps to understand I have a huge phobia of losing self. Anything that takes a mind away scared of it more than death itself. I watched my grandma die of dementia the last couple of years for a mind like mine it was rough. I think it messed me up a bit. I just have nights where I'll get weird random intrusive thoughts all night or be like in a state of confusion when I'm trying to sleep and be like oh crap what the hell was that all about once I snap out of it. So in my mind it's like oh crap I must be losing it and terror comes over me. I really struggle to just tell myself I'm okay. I don't want to come off as weak and I try but I get terrified to tears many nights. I do apologize for coming here for this stuff and being weak or making you guys feel low of me but sometimes it helps me to reach out to people I trust and I trust you all here in this discussion thread.

 

[releventchair]

I just don't know whats wrong with me. I know people get frustrated with me on here and how afraid I get but it helps me to feel better talking about it and I don't really have many to talk to. I trust everyone here. I think it helps to understand I have a huge phobia of losing self. Anything that takes a mind away scared of it more than death itself. I watched my grandma die of dementia the last couple of years for a mind like mine it was rough. I think it messed me up a bit. I just have nights where I'll get weird random intrusive thoughts all night or be like in a state of confusion when I'm trying to sleep and be like oh crap what the hell was that all about once I snap out of it. So in my mind it's like oh crap I must be losing it and terror comes over me. I really struggle to just tell myself I'm okay. I don't want to come off as weak and I try but I get terrified to tears many nights. I do apologize for coming here for this stuff and being weak or making you guys feel low of me but sometimes it helps me to reach out to people I trust and I trust you all here in this discussion thread.

I don't feel low because of any post of yours.
Getting frustrated with your condition would change nothing.
Just note it and tease you about it politely as a way to say I get some idea where you're at.
You just have bigger swings than I.
Who knows , it might be a better survival method.

I stepped on the hose sprayer yesterday when going to pick it up because it was reported as leaking.
Cold spray from ankle to chin , I wasn't thinking about much more than not getting sprayed longer.
You might not have stepped on it!

 

[JVA5th]

I don't feel low because of any post of yours.
Getting frustrated with your condition would change nothing.
Just note it and tease you about it politely as a way to say I get some idea where you're at.
You just have bigger swings than I.
Who knows , it might be a better survival method.

I stepped on the hose sprayer yesterday when going to pick it up because it was reported as leaking.
Cold spray from ankle to chin , I wasn't thinking about much more than not getting sprayed longer.
You might not have stepped on it!

I accidently when cleaning in the chicken pen got too close to the bantam hen with her brood and she jumped on my back caught me by surprised and scared the hell out of me lol

 

[WannaDig3687]

Good afternoon, JVA5th, Evan, and rc! I’ve been swinging my ATMax and getting nothing but trash. Oh and bit by every insect 🐜 🕷🐝🐞🦟🦗🪰🪲🪳

But it’s a beautiful day!

 

[releventchair]

I accidently when cleaning in the chicken pen got too close to the bantam hen with her brood and she jumped on my back caught me by surprised and scared the hell out of me lol

We used to mark eggs in a clutch to leave for a broody hen to set on.
Then have to remove the fresh eggs daily.
Some of them certainly contested being bothered!

One of the farms I milked on had a couple cows that didn't like milking time.
They'd wait for just the right moment to kick. At interestingly agile angles sometimes.
Enough to develop cat like reflexes in us kids after getting hit a couple times. L.o.l..

Been around some horses you needed to watch out of the corner of your eye when handling thier feet. Some at most any time.
One defeated that by a direct approach from behind.
It seemed to like puffing air onto the top of my head and or nosing my head. Funny horse!
I thought it was debating about biting originally. But if a horse could smile or giggle , it would have.
I even tried trotting away in the field one time and it would keep right on me.
Puff puff puff. This is fun!

 

[releventchair]

Leaving for dentist shortly.
Oral surgeon next week. Booo.

 

[JVA5th]

Good afternoon, JVA5th, Evan, and rc! I’ve been swinging my ATMax and getting nothing but trash. Oh and bit by every insect 🐜 🕷🐝🐞🦟🦗🪰🪲🪳

But it’s a beautiful day!

Same to you, glad you're getting to enjoy the beautiful day well besides the insects being little a holes lol

 

[pepperj]

It appears to be just one of those days lol. Good morning to you as well hope you have a good day.

Still the AM there in your world so I'll bid you Good Morning John
You must of missed the early crew chat.
But it seems that if you dip a pickle in ice cream you you'll think of nothing else.
Now I love ice cream-hate pickles so it would be a brain warping experience in screwing up the ice cream.
Now you could have a selection of ice creams and pickles
The mind will be so occupied with the WTF moments that the test buds are throwing at the brain you'll have no other thoughts.
(Pickles and ice cream-totally a British thing I was told)

 

[pepperj]

Leaving for dentist shortly.
Oral surgeon next week. Booo.

Top of the day RC
Hope all goes well at the dentist.

 

[pepperj]

Good morning all and wishing everyone a great day

Morning Evan
Hope your day is going to be a fine one.