Oro, you asked about my feelings when ------, rather hard to explain, but frankly a bit of a let down when I remembered the possibly hundreds that had spent large parts of their lives looking for it, many dying in the process when it seemed to come to me soo easily

. Did I have occult or divine help? was I just plain lucky? or was it destined??
In any event once I realized that I was looking at Tayopa, I knew that the fight / search was not over, but only just starting. There was no doubt that others had been in the area before me, looking, but why didn't they actually find it. ? How / Why did it form? Why didn't any competent geologists ever find it, in fact later I was flatly rebuffed by some of the best for even suggesting that it existed...
So I now had to prove that it existed in an normally impossible location and this of course led to further investigation on Jesuit activities and on into south America, bk north, East to Europe, bk to Mexico, still moving around.
In effect, I now had to prove the extent of the Jesuit involvement in North America and their attempt then, not now ? to take over North America..
In other words I kept getting deeper, apparently not resolving anything. In fact Tayopa has been put on the back burner for the moment.
Yep, I now see that you are correct, Ya don need no stinking paper to prove that I am nuts, why couldn't I just be satisfied with finding Tayopa, opening it , and going to work in it

Or am I a true treasure hunter where the hunt is the thing.
I very much suspect that the eventual finder of the LDM will find themselves in the same boat with the same basic problems effectively. It will not stop there. Jesuits, Indians, Spanish, US, and on to pre LDM data. Whoever finds it will be hooked - or destined - to keep looking. They'll be sorry in one way.
Ya understand me Cactus, Jimms, Lades & gentlemen
Don Jose de La Mancha