I got a little good news.
I had to go see the good folks at the SSA, face to face.
An hour of driving (round trip), plus three hours of sitting time, but I got to talk with a nice, friendly young lady, that listened to my concerns about whether publishing my book was going to cause me to loose my disability income and Medicare insurance...
That seems like a simple question, but the fear of loosing everything that I own again was paralyzing me.
The closer I got to finishing it, the more I worried.
I had tried to call them and get someone that could understand what I was concerned about but the first one just spit out a cookie cutter answer and stamped it as done [emoji736], so I tried again and they had a different answer.
This has had me too stressed out and feeling ignored, that I just couldn’t move forward with it.
But,!
The nice lady that I got to talk to, face to face ( through a glass window), listened to my concerns and finally, she got to the point that she said,” Let me go check with a supervisor “!!!
Yea! Finally, someone could see what was choking the life out of me!
I told her to take as much time as she needed, I wasn’t going anywhere else until I got an answer from someone that had an answer that made sense.
When she returned, she brought the supervisor with her, and she had the answers to the questions that I could not get answers from anyone else!
She told me what my best plan, needs to be, and the options that I should request from the publisher. I can then return to talk to them again, to make sure that I am safe from loosing my benefits.
I feel like a new man, well sorta! Physically exhausted from not sleeping from the stress, and trying to recuperate from the last year of being the new eldest son in the state, trying to take care of Dad. It has been a long rough row to hoe!
Forward movement again,
And I don’t feel like I am under water with it.
I have been afraid that my story was just going to follow me to my grave...
Especially with all of the marvelous things that Weekender had discovered over the last several years.
I know that I am not a great author, but I have such an amazing experience to share with the world!
I have much to do, but I can see that light at the end of the tunnel again.
Thank you for your patience.
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