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I used to work for a Taiwanese guy who had a wife and a mistress. This mistress would bring in homemade delicacies for my boss. One day my boss shoved a couple, half a dozen egg rolls in front of me and the co-worker saying "hide thezz from my wife!!!"So we ate them. I put down two of them before my Taiwanese co-worker told me it was dog meat. After that I had one more just to see if I liked eating dog or not. Dog meat tastes like pork in the same way that squirrel tastes like rabbit. Strong flavor but very very lean. Meh, I can live without it.
 

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Why am I so angry?
Why can't I get past the anger...
Maybe I should quit.
How?
I don't take selfies.
I asked my wife, do I always look so angry?
She says that is mild compared to my usual scowl.

That 7 minutes exercise is really interesting.

Let me ask a serious question... I've lost hope.
I gave up a couple of years ago.
I've been stagnant in everything that makes me who I am.

Where do I go from here?
I don't want to exist anymore.
I'm tired of just existing.

I want to live.. I don't know how.
Please keep praying for me.

I guess if you don't want to be around crazy people... Avoid the dude in the pic.
 

Hey Mike, i read a really great testimonial about half a decade ago that you might really like but we are not allowed to post links to other forums on this site. If I can locate it, and I it might take some time, but if I can locate it would you be interested in reading it? It's just that anger isn't a crazy problem, it is a normal problem. But there is a solution and I can't give it to you exactly. I can point at a solution, I can repeat the solution, but I knew a man who lived the solution to anger better than I ever could. I'll let him explain it, if you can accept a private message?
 

My first flying Eagle.. Found June 17th 1979.
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It was hidden in a jar at 18 inches deep at the base of a 300 year old oak tree.
My first LC or Large Cent.
It was in the same jar.
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There was a strange piece of jewelry in there also, but I don't have a pic on my phone.
 

I have been away the last few days only to return to a thread moving in "therapy" mode.

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Well.
I've read everything three times.
The matrix of me is too complicated for even the likes of Crispin.
I know this now.
Everything that you said Chris is beyond my control.
I've been diagnosed with a whole slew of acronyms and the one that is what ruins everything is the same one that keeps me locked into the past.
The obsessive compulsive disorder that manifests as unwanted thoughts.

That is the worst thing.
Imagine this scenario.
You are cleaning up your kitchen. There is a gallon of bleach on the counter. The next moment, your subconscious mind notices that bleach and you have an unwanted vision that plays out like a real to life scene in your mind.
I'll see myself drinking the bleach.

I don't know how I made it to age 50?
I have overcome the act of playing out those visions.
There was a time when I would actually reach out for that bleach bottle..
I overcame the compulsions in my early 30's.
The thoughts..
Well I guess that I have to choose between the red or blue pills.

I can't take it anymore.

I am not sure if you have sought therapy for yourself yet,,, but if not... i suggest you do.

Personally... i am a firm believer of "mind over matter" FOR ONLY YOU are truly the master of you own mind.

IF you are not in control... then you have a problem that needs medical attention.
 

Mike,
For what it's worth I try to get in a 1 hour walk every morning. It's surprising what the fresh air and excercise can do to boost someone's spirits and energy. Give it a shot.



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Why am I so angry?
Why can't I get past the anger...
Maybe I should quit.
How?
I don't take selfies.
I asked my wife, do I always look so angry?
She says that is mild compared to my usual scowl.

That 7 minutes exercise is really interesting.

Let me ask a serious question... I've lost hope.
I gave up a couple of years ago.
I've been stagnant in everything that makes me who I am.

Where do I go from here?
I don't want to exist anymore.
I'm tired of just existing.

I want to live.. I don't know how.
Please keep praying for me.

I guess if you don't want to be around crazy people... Avoid the dude in the pic.
 

20190217_174846.webp hope this warms you snow birds up. Good morning from the Bahamas peeps !! Even though that's the sunset yesterday.
 

20190217_084408.webp I'm so sick of catching barracudas, fishing has really sucked for us the whole month.
 

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