Re: The GREAT TREASURE NET "SMOKE-OUT" (November 1, 2007)
Don't know if I'm late for the party here but am giving it a go also. I have smoked for about 16+years. I managed to quit in early 2007 until about mid 2008, then had a mishap 7 states away, "unsupervised", in a bar, and started the nasty habit back over again. I know I need to quit. I know how to quit and what has worked for me in the past to quit. I know what mistakes I made last time I quit. I don't smoke in my house or around my wife or children. The kids are 8 and 5 and honestly have no idea that i smoke. If i'm home with them all day, I don't smoke that day. I would occasionally sneak out the back door after she put them to bed at night.
The last time I quit, I used a combination of the gum and the patch. Apparently this is not a good idea. My arm was shaking so bad from nicotine OD one day that I couldn't get my wallet out of my pocket at a store. I also made the bad mistake of sleeping with the patch on. Like chantix, this causes extremely morbid dreams, which I remember vividly to this day. A week and a half ago I bought a box of nicorette gum because I was home all day and a little stressed. Needed my fix. Since then, I have been chewing like crazy and smoking very little. I notice the only time I go for a smoke is due to the mental ques: Driving and while at work. I have been getting better about replacing the smokes with gum during these times and smokes just don't taste the same, in fact I feel a little sick now when I light up. I know this is a step in the right direction.
I already know that the hardest part will be giving up the gum. Last time I went through this, I used it for twice as long as recommended on the box. The worst thing about the gum is you have to quit using nicotine twice: First through cigarettes, then through the gum. I know I have to step down the doses in the gum until eventually replacing with regular gum, but I recall last time stepping down, then back up, then down several times.
Then comes the next phase: when you have been nicotine free for "X" days, or "X" months, or "X" years. At this point smokes are the last thing I thought about. My sinus problems were gone. I was never out of breath. Circulation was great. There was extra money in my bank acct. Now it has been so long since I had beat the addiction that I forgot how powerful of a drug a cigarette was. Surely I had gone this long. I call myself a nonsmoker now and had beat the powerful addiction. Surely just one smoke in a bar 7 states away, in Salt Lake City with a few buddies couldn't start me back into a habit that me and my wife fought so hard to beat together. A habit that she still has beat to this day I might add. Well you guessed it. A year and a half after picking the habit back up, I am still sneaking out the back door.
But I've taken the first proven (for me) step with the gum and am going to give it another go. Sorry for rambling, but I appreciate the support and it helps knowing others are going through the same. Thanks for this Thread! JJ