i just finished reading through all of you post, thank you soo very much for the time to talk about this. you all have been through tyhe danm addiction. and alot of stories give me hope. now im actually glad and getting this butterfly feeling, like meeting a cute chick, i know im gonna do this. i would like the pills MD DoG talks about but there is no way i can afford even a doctors visit right now, and i dunno if mexico will have the same quality. i just went to the store and priced some gum, its on clearance, i am gonna pick that up, and the smoke away, under tongue spray. What Daryl was saying is soo very true, its the addictions, hand movement, exct.... i am also going to get a thick straw and a cigar tip fill them with some stuffing to get the taking a drag affect. That did help before. also i will plan to take a weekend off,so i can keep busy, MDing of course. Also when i tried that smaoke away kit, it did the recomendation of the ashes and cigg buts in water, in a jar, man, i was quit for the days and my mom who came in the car smelled like crap, i told her too. thats cause i was off them for three days, while i smoke, man i smells great. one more thing i have never wanted to look at, are the pictures of smokers lungs, i will also print those out. im worried also because last time when i quit for the 3 days i was cool then one of my stupid girlfriends pissed me off and i had to have one, kinda like the one who had a relative pass away. i work with this guy who is a complete ahole, we are always getting into it, i think if it happens when im quiting smoking i will be kicking his ***. im a skinney guy, and it will look like a scene from Alpha Dog, the skinny brother

i will quite this all, and keep you all posted, PLEASE and thank you for putting me into your prayers, but when u pray, pray for Brandon, not Chong. and if all else fails, i may just break out the old pyrex glass artifact from my child hood and see if that helps, i never liked smoking after smoking

p.s. warsaw, i dunno what to say......